Sorry for the caps locks guys, but I'm REALLY frustrated at my mother right now...
Yesterday in the car she talked at me for over half an hour about what's missing in my life, what's wrong with me, whether or not I should see a shrink, how I can't afford not to have a job, how even though I'm just like my dad and everyone loves us I fail at life because I don't communicate and I'm happy to sit by myself and do nothing... How someday I'll make a wondeful mom because of that, but for now I need to do something worthwhile... etc. etc. etc.
4 O'clock today, "Why are the windows open with the air-conditioning!?" (I dunno, you did that before you left this morning, all the windows looked closed and locked to me, sorry I didn't check behind the drapes in the living room...)
4:30 "What have you done today...?" *tells her* "Did you go online and look for jobs?" (No, I just turned my computer on 5 minutes ago...) "OH! Good for you!"
4:35 "So you didn't look for a job yet? I guess it's ok since you were busy..."
At dnner "Family meeting time!"
20 minutes ago *Walks in looks at mess* "You doing laundry soon?" (Yeah, soon...)
*looks over at corner* "I noticed that corner looked nicer... this morning... I think you need to re-organise your desk, so that you can make your shelf look nice..."
A few minutes ago "What are yo doing?" (*looks down at laptop* Internet...)
"Are you talking to real people?" (Yes) "Real people that you actually know?" (uh, yes...) "People you know, who you could meet on the street?" (YES!)
GAHHHHHHH She makes me so angry sometimes!!!
Just leave me alone for five freaking minutes!!!
I'm careful, who gives a crap if I'm talking to someone I met at school or someone only online... I'm carefull. This is 20freaking10... The internet is more than some annonymous name... I don't meet people IRL, I check more than one portal before I really befriend someone, I don't give out personal infomation... GOSH! Enter the FUCKING future and LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!
I'm probably going to regret this later... and I might take it down when I'm in a calmer mood... But for now I'm pissed, and I don't want to blowup at her, because that would just make her worse!!!
I need to get out of here!
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